The last post I wrote I started a long time ago, but I never published it. I wasn't sure if I would, but I felt like it needed to be said. I am glad I posted it, and I am glad I got my feelings out there. It feels much better to just be honest with myself sometimes.
A lot has changed since my previous post. I am in a much better place again thankfully. I did get my chickens and my goats. My two baby goats (Fern and Ivy) are thriving, and the kids love them. The chickens, roosters (surprise roosters), and my guineas provide hours of entertainment for all of us. Westyn just loves his "chicky." We are using collecting eggs as a learning experience because he gets to count them every day. I love my little simple life here on "Hope Acre" as we like to call it. Two of my roosters will be finding their home in my freezer this week though. I am sad to think about it, but we have way too many roosters for the amount of hens we have. We are keeping one to see how it goes because we would like to incubate a few eggs in the spring. Parker really wants some chicks. :) Luckily there is a lady not too far from here that will take care of my roosters for me because I don't think I could fathom them being killed on our property. Such is life I guess..
In other big news, I finally ran my half marathon. I have wanted to do it for so long, but I never signed up. I ran the Hershey Half on October 20th. I loved every minute of it, and I came in under my goal of two hours. I definitely have the running bug unfortunately. It does wonders for my anxiety and for my mind though. I am running another half with my girlfriends on November 10th too. I am excited to get back out there and run with them since I have been off this week due to my vein surgery on my left leg. I haven't run since last Sunday so I am hoping I will be ok to run 13.1 next weekend. After running my half I have decided that I need to do a marathon. I really want to do one, but I have promised Mike that I won't run one until Westyn is in school. The training just eats up too much time during the day when you have little ones at home. I understand that my kids need me right now so I won't be doing it until they are busy doing their own things in school. It is just something I need to do for me. I have a lot of changes to make before I run a marathon too. I understand what I need to do so I will be working on that in the next few years. :) I am just so thankful that running can provide me with such a great escape from the every day stresses of life. I have a lot of great songs on my playlist too that are encouraging. My most recent download is "God's Great Dance Floor" by Chris Tomlin. Great beat and great message. Nothing better in my book!
This has been a sad week for a lot of people around me unfortunately. Death has come too soon for several babies. Some expected and others unexpected. I have been praying for peace for so many families. I really hope they are able to hold their heads high and hold on to the fact that their children are the lucky ones. They were just too good for this Earth..May God grant peace to all of those grieving this week..