15 Months..

Well, we are still here..I knew it wasn't going to happen yesterday because of what some man said, but the thought of actually getting to spend today with Aubree was pretty appealing! I just miss her so much, and I can't believe it has been 15 months already. I sometimes feel like it was just yesterday that she was the one kicking around in my belly..I can't help but remember her when this baby moves around or gives me a swift kick..I know that this baby is not her, but I can't help but feel like this baby is connected to her in some ways. I have no idea why that is...I know that all of my kids are connected in a way, but I just feel like Aubree is with me just as much as this baby is. I know she will always be in my heart and will always be missed so maybe that is why she seems to be here..I don't know. I was just sitting here thinking about her today, and I can't help but wonder when I will catch a glimpse of that red dragonfly..Missing her today like always. All my love sweetheart..